Lee Truman's Thoughts

Monday, August 10, 2015

Abortion view and what led me to believe as I do

ABORTION
    These facts have led me to affirm the position of believing that abortion is wrong.
     Being very aware of the honest division of thought that this position involves, and the emotions that drives this incredibly important debate, it has come down to these points of facts for me.
      The female of our species is burdened and or blessed with the physical characteristics which makes possible for her to fulfill that miracle of all human life we all enjoy and because of her body, we all are deeply indebted to our Mothers  for our lives.
      My faith has to begin with the Holy respect for every life and the commitment to the uniqueness of the life of each individual. The outcry is understood that it is a woman’s life and her control over her own body and what happens is her decision and responsibility concerning her body. This is stated as a valid position for those who see abortion as a woman’s right and prerogative.
     Again my faith comes into play with the affirmation that both our body and life are only entrusted to us for a period of time and we are only short term stewards, or keepers in trust for our bodies, and this is only for a period of time. We are not owners but stewards.  We did not design or make our spinal cord, or sketch out the cardio vascular system that serves us so well, or bring forth the arena of the world that lets life be possible such as the Van Allen belt.  Primarily, no one of us did engender or bring forth our own life or that which took place which made any new life possible.  
      Again looking through the lens of faith, I see the birth of a child as a world class miracle.  Having the incredible privilege of being a Pastor and holding a new life in my arms for the sacrament of Holy Baptism, I never performed that gift of ritual except that I did so on my knees.  I repeat, I deeply believe that each and every baby is a miracle beyond my understanding.  The affirmation of this in Baptism is a crescendo of the miracle for the body of faith called the Church. It is all that the words “The body of Christ” means to the Christian faith.
    This miracle of becoming is one that God has chosen to take place in the protection of the womb.  But what is becoming with in the womb is without question, an event that is totally unique in its self. The life becoming is to be, is not the same life as the Mother’s life. The new life in the process of becoming is uniquely different, even to being the same or of a different gender, intelligence, or talents than the Mother’s.  What is becoming in her womb can have a different blood type. The so called “mass of tissue” has different genes, different finger prints, different DNA and above all, a different gift of mind and talents. This one of a kind mortal with its own self-identity in the process of a life becoming what our Creator has set in the arena of our responsibility, morals, commitments, and purpose as co-creators to bring forth life. Then both co-creators, man and woman, are involve in and given the responsibly and joy to protect, nurture, teach, train and rejoice what takes place in the growth and becoming of that unique life form we call a child. A newly forming life is not the mother’s life or her property. The child to be is not her body to do with as she pleases, but quite another separate human being as we all are. The mother is herself her own identity as is the identity of the child.   
     In short, for me, the fetus is so unique, and considering that the Mother once was herself such a fetus, and for her to choose to end that budding life can only be called by its right name, be it taking place at the eighth month of pregnancy or in the eighth year of life. It is the M word I am reluctant to use.
    The issue of rape, incest, is what has to be considered by thought, responsible people, but all discussion has to be done only with pain, prayer and tears.   


Friday, July 17, 2015

My education and involvement with Drugs

                                                       The Story.  
                                    Drugs and the Ventura Council of Drug Abuse
   This story begins with a bus tour.  This obviously involved finding and purchasing a used Trailways Bus to introduce the Church youth group to America and our Nation’s history. I said “I bought the bus” because the Church trustees would not for fear of the liability. I begin with this bit of information because in all of the preparation, there was not a word or thought about drug use before, during or after the tour.  It was the last days of the drug innocent times for youth in America.
  Two Church’s and ten years later, the Church we were serving had a high school ski trip planed. I was very aware of the drug culture which was very prevalent among teens culture at that time. This was done with much concern and awareness as I could summons. Against my better judgment, I said yes to a young man who had recently started to come to the youth group, and wanted to join us on the ski trip. He of course swore he had no drug habit and never been a user. At the ski dorm one evening we found that he had brought with him his skis and a suitcase of drugs. He was a dealer.
    It was a totally different world ten years later after the bus trip because the drug culture was in full blown force. I was now dealing with this as a City Council Crime commissioner, which allowed us to turn the unused two story parsonage into a crash pad. Also the Church hosted after school football games with dances. We had with the music of such groups as Iron Butterfly, Grateful Dead, and Lead Zeppelin, all staring out, but the kids knew who they were. I need to add that all of their music would give an Excedrin tablet a headache.  I was catching up on what made up the drug scene.*
     Being appointed to a new parish, meaning mostly a lot, an ex real estate office now called a Church, and no parsonage, we began building from scratch.  The plan was to attract kids and hoped the parents would follow. Sunday school teachers had to audition for classes they would teach for 8 weeks and the youth chose which class they wanted to take. The Church acquired a bus, the Brown Hound, for “Mystery Rambles” and other high adventures, and it all began to work. But drugs were an underlying issue all the time. I was taking kids with problems to the Free Clinic in Simi Valley, including for abortion,* and I felt we should have a free clinic in the area I was serving, namely housed in the Church.  I faced an overwhelming fierce fire storm of resistance to that bit of proposal to the Church board about which I am sure the Bishop received several pointed calls about their Pastor running amuck.
    What I found taking place was the Mexican cartel was dropping off immigrants by boat but in this manner. While off shore of our coast, and with a life jackets and one kilo of whatever strapped to their back, with the immigrant saying their prayers and the high hope that the tide would bring the them to the promised land, they were put over the side of the boat.  If they made it, they would un strap the kilo, and leave owing nothing for their illegal entry into California.
   The drugs were then taken to a nursery and put in the bottom of pots holding exotic plants and shipped to college fraternities, and sororities who found out about this nursery service which sold exotic plants with an extra. It was an operation below the detection screen. I understand that this nursery was doing business nationwide. When exposed, it was a scandal and quickly dealt with by the law and courts and buried as yesterday’s news.
    What was evident in the area was the number of addicts who were going through rehab, and come back again and again to go through rehab one more time. The addicted were being recycled and often back again in months. This revolving door approach looked good for the numbers treated, but a closer look at  the clientele served, there were a high percentage of repeats.
   The Ventura Council of Drug Abuse was organized. The plan was to stop the repeating of the rehab treatment, and end the addicts life imprisonment to drug addiction for as many as we could.
The plan, simply put, was to give the addicts a job following their rehab experience and make the next step they could take to enter again into a normal life, a real job, learn to handle money responsibly and be productive citizens. To make this happen was to find a place we could do such a program and the key was that it had to be without neighbors objection.  There we would raise specialty  cactus which is able to withstand neglect and abuse but is easily marketable thus profitable. The sale of cactus would eventually pay for the ongoing program, not the tax payers. The end product would be the persons could work their way through to become drug free, keep a work schedule, earn money, and enter into normal life by taking charge of their life again. This property came to us via a lease in the Santa Rosa Valley.
   This meant our going up to Sacramento, and there we made our case. We did, and we came away with one and a half million dollars to start the program.  Land was leased, and with the innumerable laws and ordnances met, the very restricted permits granted, and the most difficult permit to obtain was a permit for a safe.  The laws required that we have a class five safe in which to keep methadone, as this was the alternative of choice for long term addicts but used as a substitute till other factors had a chance to work. So one of the goals was to wean such persons off of the use of methadone, but we had to have it on hand and wean addicts off of methadone which was the substitute for hard drugs.
    The first shipment of the specialty cactus grown was air freighted to Prairie Grove Arkansas, which is the national distribution point for such, and from there on to the markets in Chicago, Miami and all others.  Red flag in my thinking, being new to all of this, said to insure the shipment,  (for ten thousand dollars) even though it was air freighted, and the cactus was almost indestructible. It was sent with the lowest rush possible, and because of that, it sat on the tarmac in Texas for two days in the sun, and with the internal temperatures soring, the cactus turned to mush. First disaster averted.
     Things went much better after that. The councilors worked with those who were having problems, because this was a whole different life style than they had known and practiced. But the project had life and promise.   
    One up tick was when there was an order for a thousand bags of cactus planting material from K mart, they supplied the printed plastic bags and we made a hopper system in order to fill those bags. A measured amount dropped with each foot stomp on a pedal and we could fulfill the contract.
  A rototiller was purchased and added to a used Ford Ferguson which made possible mixing major amounts of material. The ingredients for cactus planting, as I now remember, was one third crushed volcanic rock, one third horse exhaust, and one third whatever.  The skip loader loaded the hopper, then the hopper operator, tripped the valve, the plastic bag was filled, then the operator turned and heat sealed it, and put it on a pallet.  All was going so well, I later exercising some privilege. As Chairman of the Board, I took home three of the sacks “to insure quality control”.
  Back at the Parsonage, I replanted some cactus. After a bit I also found sprouting of a plant beside the cactus that wasn’t cactus, but which had rather pointy leaves. The young man doing the hopper duty felt he was a marijuana missionary and in his zeal was adding at least one marijuana seed to each sack.  That was the item which ended the program. When that word got out, the money dried up because basically no politician wanted to support it from that point on.
    The sad part was also dismissing the incredible staff that had worked so hard to make this program go.  With it went the 28 foot Columbia sail boat that the manager had and which we sailed with authority. As owner he had the authority, but I got to sail with him at nights when the Santa Anna’s blew.  He found employment elsewhere. The foreman who knew cactus, and on his insight kept us in business also found other employment.  For a number of years we were in touch, then for whatever reason we lost touch.
     A number of years later, Ruth and I were both retired and RVing. We landed late Saturday night in Spokane Washington.  The next morning, being Sunday, I asked the lot manager where the nearest Methodist Church might be, and he gave me specific directions. It led us to a Roman Catholic Church.  You might sometime drop into some such and ask for directions to a Protestant Church and see what directions you get from some.  One kind person pointed out where we were to go, and it turned out to be a Presbyterian Church, but we were not ready to give up but rather settled for a high steeple Episcopal Church we could see up on a hill, and on the way there found the United Methodist Church.
    The Sunday was Laity Sunday, and when it came time for the sermon a man in the choir rose in choir robe and went to the pulpit. It was my long lost cactus wizard. His subject that morning was “Fifteen Minutes in The Fireplace”.  It seems he had two sisters, one who had been a missionary, and the other sister’s life’s had little meaning and purpose and lasted concluded with fifteen minutes in the fire place. The last I heard from Dave was that he was on his way to Africa to be a missionary, and I have never heard from him again.


  *An aside story of that bus tour.
   While returning and on a highway that ran parallel to railroad tracks, the country road crossed over the tracks to the other side.  The bus being driven at highway speed, approached this cross over, and at that moment, the steering column broke. Without steering the bus followed the curve of the road, up and over the railroad tracks turning again by itself to follow the direction of the road but now on the other side of the train tracts.  The bus driver, a laymen, and profession truck driver and member of the Church had the professional smarts to not touch the bus brakes during this event, and using compression of the engine, the bus came to a safe stop.  The steering shaft was welded and trip reassumed.
      Epilog. While I was backing the bus in the Church parking lot,  the steering shaft broke again in the same place.  The shaft was again welded and I sold the bus for the same price I had bought for which it was perched.  
     *One more aside on the Sacramento trip.
     We returned late at night, having flown up and back to the State Capital to seek funding for the program.  We were all rather ecstatic with the good news that we had gotten the money, and for us it was a lot of money, but the program we hyped was worth tax payer money.  I doubt I even at that time anyone noticed that it was raining hard, which I did notice later for good reason. (For those who not remember what a heavy rain storm is, it can be googled.)   It seems that we left in the dark, and must have been in a hurry because I had left the car head lights of the MGB I was driving at the time. What awaited on our return was a battery that was beyond dead, and to add to this, so was my flash light.
    In the rain a really kind soul offered to give me a battery jump. (I do not remember begging) and in the rain and dark, he, not I, reversed the polarity by attaching the cables backwards and in so doing, burned out the ignition, alternator, radio, and the unique fuel pump the MG wiring has.  So it was good news but also for me, it came with a capital letters of a foot note of bad news and very expensive parts to replace.      

  * One More Aside.  The last, I promise. 
    The Church where this all took music took place had a basement that searched half a block, and could handle large crowds. Our biggest event was with the Led Zeppelins with an attendance of 998 kids, and 65 adults to keep control. Just for you the size of this Church building facility, there were 54 pianos. Budging tuning was a line item for the finance committee.  
    During the week we had a youth drop in center, decorated as a 1880s ice cream parlor, three pool tables, ice cream and soft drinks.  The Church hired a young couple to run the program there, and look after things. I found they were dealing drugs, and he disappeared but she said with tears that she wanted out of the addiction.  I took her to the State hospital in Camarillo, and I drove back alone. I found that after I left, she took a good look around, then climbed out of a window and may have been back to her abode before I got back home.  I never saw her again.

    

Saturday, May 30, 2015

War on Christianity by image.



      When Hollywood undertook to remake the 1962 film, Cape Fear, the director, Martin Scoreses made a massave change.  The crazed evil person was remade into a Bible-quoting, in your face Christian, and if you missed the point, a huge cross was tattooed across his back, and to affirm his point, in the attempted rape scene, he screams: “Are you ready to be born again?”
     What was being stated was if you are Christian and believe the Bible, you are certified mental case and most likely even dangerous.
     Scorsese was portraying the assumption that the media affirms the belief that religion is harmful to mental health. It was Sigmund Freud who held that belief in God was a neurosis, and academia has embraced that at all levels.    
     There was a study conducted by David Larson which came to some very different conclusions. In his published research he held that the empirical date showed this view had no basis in fact. The opposite was the truth.  Religious people  were actually healthier than the general population, both mentally and physically.
    Expanding his original research, Larson found that nineteen out of twenty such studies that were conducted along the same line, showed a positive role of faith in preventing alcoholism.  Fifteen out of sixteen studies showed a positive role also in reducing suicide indicating that religious commitment was identified with lower rates of mental disorder, drug use and both premarital sex and sex outside of marriage.  One study showed that those who regularly attended a place of worship had on average lower blood-pressure.
    The down side that Lawson found was that those who are believers of the teaching of the Christian faith but do not practice it, do experience greater stress. People who believe in God but who neglect Worship service attendance show higher rates of anxiety than the general population.

 His conclusion was that the inconsistent Christian suffers greater stress than the consistent atheist.  The study did show that the committed Christians rate their happiness higher than that of the general population.  My conclusion after reviewing his work was that the most miserable person of all are the ones who knows the truth….and choose another way to live their lives.

     

Monday, October 20, 2014

A possible reason why ebola will continue to spread in Africa


  One item that seems to be too socially incorrect to report, out of respect for Islam, is the obligatory religious burial rules, laws and customs that are in force under Sharia law. The Obligation are about the same for both Sunni and Shia Muslims.

Burial must be on the same day of death and the closest family members are to wash the body three times, and under different interpretations they are to shave the body.

It is carefully prescribed as to who in the family that is to do this ritual and all family members are called on to participate. What is called for the family to do with the expelling of the body liquids is not what we would do but what they are asked to do has to be carefully observed. The exception to these rules is for those who die a martyr's death, "because every wound suffered will emit musk on the day of Judgement."

The burial ritual is based on the "habith" and the key commandment is that: "You are not to take a bath after washing your deceased, because he not "najis" (filthy). It is sufficient that you wash your hands."
This may be one of the reason ebola is spreading so rapidly as Sharia law, or long held customs are observed in African Muslims countries. They must bury their dead and Islamic burial custom must be observed by those of the Islamic faith.  

Sunday, July 6, 2014

Civil War Spy


A Civil War Confederate spy, Rose O’Neal Greenbow,  using pillow talk was incredibly successful at her chosen profession.  She had been the undeniable queen of Washington Society during the Buchanan administration.  D.C has always had its share of gossip and then the sharp tongue linked her in intimacy with the President.  Nothing ever proven.

She was connected by marriage to the very powerful family of Senator Stephen A. Douglas who ran for the Presidency against Abraham Lincoln.

When John Calhoun died in her aunt’s boarding house, Rose heard him muttering predictions of civil war with his last breath. When war did come, she turned to espionage.

Her contribution to the South was to give Confederates accurate word of Union army movements before the Battle of Bull Run/Manassas.  She sent this word through the lines rolled in the hairdo of a young attractive woman named Betty Duvall. 

Betty got through the lines, and pass the lower grade officers and then unrolled her hair before a Confederate general producing information that gave them the advantages which made the difference.  

Two days latter she sent more detailed information laying out the route that General Irvin McDowell’s men would take.  She set up the scene for the Union to lose its first battle, and lose they did.  

For those who have read this far, more to come. 

Saturday, July 5, 2014


A few heroes unremembered.

    Being in the 9th grade in 1941, and my home room teacher having a son who was a commander of a submarine in the Pacific theater of operations, I have had this this interest.  Delivering papers during this time also let me be aware of the events then known of WW 11. While Germany had Wolf Packs, we had our own Submarine Force. 
    Borrowing from a good friend an official copy of the Submarine Operations in WW 11, let me just note a couple of those who put their lives on the line to help win the word.  
    As recorded in official records.
    “The USS Sculpin made contact with a fast moving enemy convoy, and her commander directed an end-around at full power. Closing at dawn on the attack, the submarine was detected and the convoy zigged toward her, forcing her deep. About an hour later, surfacing to start another end-around, she was sighted by a rear-guard destroyer. She made a quick dive and was depth-charged.
    “Sculpin suffered only minor damage during this barrage. But the depth gage was out of commission, and when the diving officer attended to bring the submarine to periscope depth, the gage stuck at 125  feet. As a result Sculpin broached. She went under immediately but the enemy had signed her, and the attack was resumed.
  “About noon a string of 18 depth charges exploded around her. Sculpin was badly hurt.   (major damage noted).  The Commander Cannaway decided to surface and fight it out with the deck guns.
  “Attacking the Japanese destroyer, the submarine put up a furious battle.  ….her deck gun was no match for the heavily armed DD.  A shell smashed into the Sculpin’s conning tower, and hull.  (List of officers killed) The  command  was given to scuttle and abandon ship.
   “About 12 men rode the ship down.  Among them was Captain Cromwell.  (Forty two of ‘Sculpin crew were taken prisoners…one severely wounded was thrown overboard by the Japanese)”
    Now this is the hero part in the record. “Captain Cromwell, chose to go  down with the submarine and he did so because he possessed vital information concerning “Operation Galvanine” and other was war plans-information which might be extracted from him by torture.”  He posthumously received the Medal of Honor for this act.
    All of this information above became known when the sailors as POWs were liberated.  
Information taken from Page 288. 
    

Friday, May 30, 2014

A Saint giving a Bishop a finger....



Let me begin with an excuse. While Ruth and I were leading the Rotary Group
Study Exchange in India I became wishing-for-death sick. When a bit better I had a slot of time where I could have gone and met Mother Teresa.  I had the sick excuse not to do so, but in all honesty in my soul I knew what she would ask me  something like what are you sacrificing for our Lord?  I was ashamed to face that it was so little.
    All of that to pass along the following bit about Mother Teresa that I read this morning. The Pope, John Paul, had authorized land in the Vatican City for the building of a dormitory for her order which would butt up against the papal audience hall.  A small group of dignitaries had gathered for the small ceremony of blessing for this event.
  A Bishop had been invited to give this blessing and in his homily thanked the Pope several times when Sister Teresa interrupted with the words: “We must thank the Lord first”. Up to that point the Bishop had not mentioned God or Jesus Christ but had spoken only of the Pope. In the wake of Mother Teresa’s intervention the bishop looked, understandably, a bit bewildered. But he smiled and the Bishop continued with his prepared homily. At this point Mother Teresa raised her hand with her finger pointing straight up to heaven for the rest of his talk. 
Something in me responded to this living saint, giving the finger of correction to a Bishop, even if it is the index finger.    
I Loved Jesus in the Night, Teresa of Calcutta, A Secret Revealed, Paul Murray, Paraclete Press, 2008, Brewster, MA, page 102 .